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Oh hi, it's almost the end of the March holiday. Which, by the way, sucked.

Anyway, I've learnt that time spent on something does not guarantee desired results, or maybe deserving results. But oh well, I'm going to have to breathe and move on. Because things never go right for me and this is the only thing left to do. It always happens to me. ( Read more... )

Hmm, I still can't fully digest it.

It feels terrible to know that you're inadequate and you're not doing your best. Especially when you tried so hard to the point of giving up. And yet be told that you've failed. What a lousy feeling.

Which is why I choose to bottle it all up because it's just me who suffers. No externalities, in Econs lingo. But ( Read more... )

I know I shouldn't be awake at this ungodly hour considering that I have to sit for a paper in less than 5 hours. But oh well, since I can't sleep and my brain is stuffed with content that I can no longer squeeze any math problems and formulae in, I might as well update this dying space.

So yup, the dreaded CT week has come and it's almost the end ( Read more... )

Hurray, it's Monday -- start of the vicious cycle. We're all leaping into this bottomless pit and hellhole.

I just feel unwell today. It's been bugging me for days, probably due to the ginormous load of food I consumed over the past weekend. My stomach's putting up a resistance/riot.

Okay, have a great week. I hope mine does, am gonna stay focused ( Read more... )

I need to say this. I want things to change. Life is okay now but a change would be good. I mean, I'm fine with things now but it can be better. I've never had the best life but I know I want something better, who doesn't right. I have friends, great friends, but I don't have a close friend. I mean I have a bunch of closer friends but not someone ( Read more... )

I have so many pictures to upload and facebook is irritatingly slow. It's accumulating at such an alarming rate. I'm going to die from an overload of pictures if this continues.

I have this great dilemma which has been bugging me since yesterday. Because before yesterday I was bent on going for SS3, they're suju so it'll be awesome. But now I'm so ( Read more... )

MY I&R IS GONE
The one I spent hours editing and getting help from friends. It just mysteriously disappeared. I clearly remember saving it as 'I&R 2.2'. And now it's gone. Fuck.

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I'm scared to death for OP now. I was fine few days back, even yesterday. Now I'm doubting myself and I don't know how to go about working on my flaws. My flaws weren't exposed before this, thank god for that, but now they're palpable. I subconsciously make those mistakes and they're my natural reactions when I realize something's wrong. Now I ( Read more... )

Just got home from dinner and a spontaneous idea to have drinks at raffles hotel. Non-alcoholic for me, meh. I'm so bloated, I'm gonna crash.

Meh, good night.

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